Crap...it's been a month...where has the time gone. Let's see...I got a job, my first full-time job, I'm making good money and I love working there. All of my co-workers are splendid. We've been raising money for the United Way...which makes me happy and I really enjoy getting involved. Other than that, I have a trip planned for WI over Labor Day weekend. I'm pretty sure that my good friend Candice will be coming with...which excites me to no end. Normally I make the trip by myself and it just isn't as fun as I know it could be. Anyway, I do a considerable amount of computer work at my job and coming home and going on the computer just isn't as fun as it used to be...At this moment, I am truly grateful that I didn't go to school for art...can you image...I would have lost my favorite hobby. I've pretty much fallen off the face of the earth where my old friends used to live. I haven't talked to them in days, weeks, and in some cases months. I never really thought this would get harder...I always imagined it would get easier. But, I've developed many good friendships here in Bemidji and sometimes I forget. Talking to old friends makes me more sad than happy...I'm sad that I'm missing out and that I can't be there, sad that I've been replaced but expect nothing less, and sad because I know it will never be the same. Well, that was depressing but it had to be said. On a lighter note, Kevin and I are finally on our way to see Harry Potter...maybe that will brighten my day at least a little...if not, I can always listen to music and scrapbook. | 
